It's weekend again~:)

GOOD MORNING WORLD~
It's Saturday today~:)

(I love lying on my bed with this pattern~heehee~ :p)

Hope everything goes well as I expected~

Yesterday,
Thanks to miss calene~
i just did not feel emo or even homesick~:)

the best thing is:
I din't even think about HIM also~:)






BUT....

Today,I started to homesick again..and started to miss him so much..
I wonder when can I get rid of him in my mind..

I hate him,but i like him as well..

complicated feeling right?
/.\

Don't know what should I do..

Should I listen to my friend's advice?

give up on him?

I know I should..
But I can't do it..

I know I must give up on him..
but i really can't make it..

just because of



I STILL LIKE HIM.





even though
I know I won't become the one that stand beside him..

but what can I do?

I STILL LIKE HIM.


and,
suddenly,I feel I am stupid as well..

I'm still waiting him,because he worth it..

Please don't disappointed me again and again..
can you?

Please know that I am also a girl..
I need care and concern too..

If you want to care about me,then..
please just care about me ONLY,but not care about other girls too..

please do know that..



I don't like sharing..






even your care and your concern..
I also not willing to share with others actually..


Do you know that?
No,
you know nothing about me..
you don't know my feeling..
and,
I don't know when will you realize my actual feeling toward you..

once I decided, I won't regret about it..
and I won't simply give up too..
this is me.. :)